Another Lonesome Day

It would be another lonesome day for me tomorrow, as I remember it as supposedly special. Days prior, I am starting to feel sad and longing. I know I shouldn't feel this way. I know he's happy of where he is now and with whom he is connected to. But I can't just fight the feeling of missing him. Especially now that I have asked him to stop our communication. Things are just too complicated and chaotic. I don't feel like I belong to this situation. I felt like withdrawing and that's what I'm doing. I just hope things will be better soon.

Antioxidant Supplements

I was overjoyed when I saw a bottle of Kirkland Vitamin E in the kitchen. My father bought it as an alternative to his Myra E. It's more cheaper than buying the latter. I love vitamin E! It may not be the best multivitamin since it's not a multivitamin. But I love it's antioxidant properties. Especially now that I am feeling more stressful. I need to take antioxidant supplements. There are times that I used it as a topical agent. It's kinda slimy and does have a smell but your skin feels smoother the next day.

On to Oatmeal Diet

Just a few days ago, I bought oatmeals and raisins. I've decided to go on an oatmeal diet on my dinner time. Been so conscious lately with my bulging tummy and I guess I have to decrease the amount of rice I'm taking in. Though there are already fda approved diet pills in the market today. I still go for the natural method first.

The oatmeal diet wasn't bad after all. I can even tolerate it and it's heavy too. But since it's fiber, it's no worries for me. I think it's a good alternative for my dinner meal since it's in dinner time that I mostly eat a lot.

2 ToXic Shifts In A Row

My body aches and so does my head. For 2 days in a row, my duty shift were toxic. Had to work in PACU since our PACU nurse's on leave. My patients were toxic and I have to attend to their needs ASAP.

Yesterday, got a STAT completion curettage case and my patient was toxic since it manifested chilling and bleeding. Even went to hypoglycemic again and have to eat my dinner asap. I hope my shift tonight will be a relax time for me. Let me get a rest yo!

Unofficial Overtime

It was a local holiday today and the operating room was quiet. There were no surgeries scheduled for today and so we were waiting for our shift to end by chit chatting. Time for bonding again. I should have gone on duty for 8 hours shift and went an unofficial overtime to wait for my other colleagues.

It's a local holiday, but surprisingly my drinking buddies were not in the mood to go out tonight. Even I, wasn't in the mood either. The city is crowded in celebration of our city's foundation day. Who would want to go to bars were people all flocked in there right? Our drinking careers went to a halt for this week. Hopefully, sometime soon we could go out again. Perhaps next week, I'm starting to miss their company. Hehe.

*Photo credited to *KirlianCamera of deviantart.

Post Grad Movie

Have you seen this movie? Just watched it a few days back. It stars Alexis Bledel of Gilmore Girls. It's another love story movie. It's nice. The primary reason I watched this is because of Alexis. I liked her dresses during her job interviews especially the ones above which looked like some bow ties. I really find her charming and innocent looking. Her blue eyes can are an eye catcher too.

Swapping Shift

Supposedly, I should go on duty from 10am to 6pm. But due to a number of minimal invasive surgeries scheduled for this day, my shift changed to morning shift, giving way to the other staff to take my shift so he could assist the MIS surgeries for the afternoon cases.

I was assigned on the first case. The operation lasts almost 5 hours since two procedures were done. I was the circulating nurse. At first, I fear doing the perineal preparation to the patient since I haven't done that procedure yet and am not even sure on how to do it. Thank God, I managed to do the preparation as it is. Good thing I observed how it was done from our Dilatation and Curettage cases.

That was a goal met for me and was happy with that achievement. Yihee!